Today is July 29 and we have two days left until it is August. Time has flown by so fast and I have grown so much for the past seven months of 2014. There were definitely ups and downs and at some point, I wanted to quit life and not have to deal with what was around me. The past two years have been the transition to adult period of my life and it was tough and I was lost a couple of times. I feel like my life is more in order now compared to two years ago where I didn't know what path to take and what is good for me.
I had my life all planned out three years back and it didn't turn out the way I mapped it so the realization was a big punch on my face. I didn't know how to deal with the change and how to cope with the emotional strain that goes along with it. I wanted to close my eyes and make it go away but it didn't and I had to confront it by myself without anyone holding my hands and walk with me.
The good thing that came out of my trials for the past two years is that I am able to make my own decision and trust my intuition now. I have seen some of the worse things in life and gone through problems where I had to make my own decision and did things that I thought I was incapable of. Because of them, I am a stronger and confident person and I want to grow more because I have grown so much. My wish for the next four months of the year is to learn and expose to many things so I can continue to grow.
No comments:
Post a Comment